The lyrics you're looking for come from the song by 2Pac , specifically from the third verse:
The song is a tribute to fallen friends and a reflection on mortality, released in 1996 on the album All Eyez On Me . antsya_ancya_no_war
"Give me a paper and a pen so I can write about my life of sin A couple bottles of gin, in case I don't get in" The lyrics you're looking for come from the